band perry-if i die young

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

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There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listening

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys
And I'll wear my pearls

i wanna grow old with you:)

很像每次都要濒临什么，才会更懂得自己。每天都有在思考，我坏习惯很多，却也没想过要别人也像我一样，更不会要求其他人帮我承担什么。

明天暂时离开美里，去感染一下另外一个地方的气息，会不会更让我舒畅？有些事，总是以为等不及，可是真的延迟了又发现没什么变化，女孩呀，几时要探出你的头，让我瞧一瞧，该怎么勇敢去做自己想做的事？

没钱时才会开始找钱，当初那股奋力去对抗的不屈服，如今学会去接受，这种转化令我很不屑，眼神不如从前般了。。。

lana del rey-dark paradise

All my friends tell me I should move on
I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song
Ahhh, that's how you sang it
Loving you forever, can't be wrong
Even though you're not here, won't move on
Ahhh, that's how we played it

And there's no remedy for memory your face is
Like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
But I wish I was dead

Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side

All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell 'em when you find true love it lives on
Ahhh, that's why I stay here

And there's no remedy for memory your face is
Like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
But I wish I was dead

Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you

But that there's no you, except in my dreams tonight,
Oh oh oh, ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Oh oh oh, ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight

There's no relief, I see you in my sleep
And everybody's rushing me, but I can feel you touching me
There's no release, I feel you in my dreams
Telling me I'm fine

Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you

But that there's no you, except in my dreams tonight,
Oh oh oh, ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Oh oh oh, ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight

共勉之

喜欢意外而来的好事，会让心情一整天飞扬。

家里现在算是有了瓶颈，心里有种看不见摸不到的压力，失声地藏在心底，可是你也知道，世上还有那么多不幸的人，映在眼前，我能做什么的话。没有，什么都不能做。

多想让爸爸知道，不要这样深埋你的忧愁，知道二十岁的自己还是很让人操心，不善于管理自己。

对着镜里的自己说声对不起，对不起找不回以前的自己了。谨此向写这排文字的人共享之。

可以开始了

往往有偏执的时候，不管是对是错都不想说什么。喜欢观察周围的人事物·，却又很爱在心里下判断，觉得这样不好，但是改不了。

我写在这里的，是我的文字，不怕给你们笑，不想把自己搞的好像很出名然后做很多的小动作。清动的，欢迎你们每一个。

开始要找钱了，假期前几天的懒慵消失了,开始对着电视剧叹气,知道是时候去外面走走了.人生就是这样,先前的安排并不意味什么,它就只是对自身的一种认可,认为这是自己的责任.

没什么的

想起安妮说，艺术家存在着一种自私，他们从不试图关心周围的人。

最近很疲累，除了担心成绩，也花了不少时间读书。不会对自己要求太低，深怕那样会攀爬不起，进而堕落。

每个人都有自己的信仰，这种东西一旦酝酿势必生根蔓延。世上从来不是对和错，我所做的，只是依据信仰而行动，假使我真的错了，也只是你的信仰与我不同，没什么的。

别吵，行吗？

今天总算这样过了，最重要的一张考试纸。之前会担心这担心那，不过考完了会觉得尽力了就行了。偏偏我还改不了介怀别人分数的坏习惯。

没有把握，就不要轻易开始一段关系。每一段感情，都需要睹上站在悬崖的风险试一试？才迟迟领悟我是一个人的，现在以后都是，只有我自己才懂得怎样舔舐自己的伤疤，在深夜时静静思考，我不该依赖太多也不能期望太大。

虽然生活不富裕，爸爸妈妈给我的比世界给我的还多。周围有些人，有很吵的因子，远远旁观也感受得到。就是这个因子，拉开了一段距离，因此不得靠近。