没人会懂的

“一科，废了，我就当作它从没出现过。”“不可以这样啊，这不是小事。”“可是也不是什么大事，不是吗？”“如果这样也算小事，你可以出局了。”

一整个下午，我和心里的对话，仅仅是这样。你可要恭喜我，泪水没有夺眶而出。

不会因为这样就放弃，虽然我每次都这样奉告自己，却没有真正做过。希望我可以，一定要可以。

没关系的

明天，五点，我知道一向不守时的我决不会准时。就算是成绩，要揭晓了。其实，那并没什么，只是只要和钱扯上，就是个问题。静下！

我们这个年龄，还能烦什么？成绩，钱，好像很无病呻吟啊！可不可以只要我安分守己，你们就不要来打扰我作息？

闷坏了真的。。。

Christina Perri-a thousand years

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/a_thousand_years.html ]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

深沉地睡了

深深的寂寞，伴着我，深深地睡了。明早一起床，我还可以看见阳光的话，就还是我。

我只是习惯了，接受了，人，活在这里，总是不停走回寂寞的季节里，看看又望望，还是没有一个人，于是，我只能环抱自己，慢慢地哭了。累了，还是要呼吸。

你给了我什么？

新的一天，少了赶功课和考试，日子开始缓慢进行，搞得我有点吃不消。这种清闲时刻，除了上网，还是只有文字陪伴，那种喧哗世界，曾经我也很憧憬，可是到最后，我才发现不适合我。

现在多了一点时间胡思乱想，慢慢走向电影连续剧，重新过以前没能过的生活，这样很好。可是荷包越来越薄，这样下去不够支撑我的浪漫，不行啊，这样的话。

所以，打工也在计划里，今年也快到尾声了，2011，你给我的，我会在结束前，给你告别。你说，好不好？